Time passes by in a blink of an eye... It has already been four years. I don't know how I have live my life all these years without you around me, to share my ups and downs, to be my companion when I feel lonely or just having you around is a comfort.
Granmda, you had been my fairy God mother saving me from unimaginable situation. Life without you had been pretty much a little too much for me to manage sometimes. I still need your wisdom to guide me through the journey of my life in fulflling my duties on this planet earth. I miss your presence tremendously. Your smile, your laughter and everything little thing about you... will no longer be part of my life.
I'll forever be grateful for having you in my life. You have no idea how much you had influenced and shaped the person I am today. I owe all I am to you. You had always been there to offer your endless support and words of wisdom. Whenever I'm down or have anything that's troubling me, you will always be the first person to notice the tiny little difference in me. It could just be a more quiet me on that particular morning or when my eyes were slightly swollen from crying myself to bed because I felt sorry and angry with myself for hurting your feelings earlier over a small matter.
It seems so easy for you to manage and run the household and yet you always make sure we are well taken care of. You will always make sure we are well fed. You will prepared everything for us so that we have nothing to worry about. It was your way of taking care of us. It breaks my heart now thinking back how rude and ungrateful I was back then.
I would give anything to have you back in my life. Life will never be the same again without you. The birds' chirping do not sound as cheerful as back then, the rainbows aren't as beautiful as I used to remembered and my heart felt empty as if there is a huge void that needs to be filled.
Who would have guess that I would never be able to repay your deed and everything that you had done and given to us. We still talk about you every now and then as if you are still around, still part of our daily lives.
All that matters now is to fulfill your dreams on your behalf. I will forever cherish the memories we shared. No one has played such as an important role or leave such an impact in my life.
Grandma, wherever you are right now, I want you to know that I Love You always. You'll always be remembered. Your memories will always be alive in my heart.